Am i still belong here??

5.20pm

my mind is blank... damn blank.. looking ppl walking n talking ard me, they r not walking towards me n not talking with me. Im stay alone quietly with no one... Am i still belong here? Looks like im invisible like that.. Eventhough ppl who know about me, keeping away from me. Im upset... feel like wanna cry.. feel like wanna left here, feel like wanan run away as hard as i can. Every smile is not for me, every conversation made behind of me.
Should i staying here ?? i keep on and keep on asking myself... ppl leaving me, leaving me alone. Im all alone, im all alone here. Plz help me.. answer me, should i still staying here or i should go. Go to somewhere which less ppl know about me... so that i can start it all over again. Help me plz..